Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Hm.

I'm actually thinking of making a separate Facebook for baby Angel. It's where I'd put her pictures, so family could see her growing up. Hmmm.

Maybe later. If I'm not too busy, or lazy. :)

Just Saying.

Dianna fucking Agron. 
Come on, who doesn't like her? Dare say a word and I'm gonna shove my fist in your mouth and turn your insides out.

Baby Angel's 6th month.

I slept at around 5 in the morning then prolly woke up at 11am. I went straight to mom and dad's room to look for the baby. I found her lying on the bed with mom changing in to her clothes. I asked if she was going to leave for work, she answered me with "yes", then asked me to take a bath so I could come with with her. I didn't know exactly where she was going so I didn't take a bath.

She really didn't went to work. LOL. We drove around town, ran some errands and whatnot. First we went to Aunt MeAnn's to invite her over to our house, next we went to Santa's house to return some clothes, then went to Duka's store to buy drinks, and lastly we went to Graceland to buy a cake for baby Angel's 6th month birthday (LOL) :D

I took a bath after we got home and gave baby a bath, ate lunch, 'Facebooked', helped mom w/ some of her work then 'Facebooked' and 'Tumblred' some more. Aunt Polly arrived and cooked spaghetti with ate Malou. At around 4pm, Aunt MeAnn arrived. We ate, talked, laughed. T'was fun! :) Then Aunt Ching, Yen, Mae, and Seth arrived. Us cousins hung out in the living room.

I forgot to watch Glee at 4pm!!! So I watched it at 9pm..it was awesome! A very touching and a very heart-warming episode. Ahh..Glee! Plus, Finn's so fucking cute! And and..Quinn is just so adorable (as usual!)

I had a fun day with my family. I just hope everyday is as good as today. :(

HAPPY 6TH-MONTH OLD, BABY ANGEL! WE LOVE YOU!

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Every time I talk to him, it seems the feelings are all coming back. Why? It's been over almost 4 years and things have changed drastically. But every time I go near him, why does he make me feel that it's still the same?
Every night I stay up past 12, past 1, etc. Not because I'm not tired. Not because I want to tweak on these social networking sites. Because I am tired, I want to sleep. But I can't because my mind runs like crazy. It over thinks, over analyzes things that I don't want to think about. So I purposely keep myself awake & tire myself out so that when I do finally lie in bed, I fall asleep and my thoughts don't keep me up.

Finally!

I'm happy talking to you. You're the only one who seems to understand me. You keep me sane now a days. Thank you very much.

It's 3:35 in the morning.

I'm sleepy but I can't sleep. I don't want to sleep. I want to talk to you. See, I'm waiting for you to talk to me. I don't want you to think that I am eager and over excited to talk to you. Go on, when you're done playing w/ your computer games, just buzz me up. I'll wait.